She led me on. She tricked me. She asked me to marry her, but she was being deceitful. The Entire Fucking Time.
All of my suffering for her was for nothing. She never had a single fucking care in the world.
The more she pulled away and the more I saw her friending strange people, the more I pushed for an answer. The more she withdrew. The more she made excuses.. “I’m not doing this tonight, I’m so stressed from work. I’m too tired.”
Yet she’d spend hours online. Joining more and more slut troll groups, friending people in them? And tell me they friended her, she was just clicking buttons.. Ahh the lies..
But the truth comes out.. and what do I find?
She waited until November before calling it off entirely. Yet Look what I see here.
Oh too tired to talk, but hey, no problems showing off your body to strangers in a fucking troll group. And this is but one group I saw, out of the 40+ she is in.
But wait, more than just cleavage…
Gee, I hope Matt got a good look at your tits. He seemed desperate to see them, and hey, you are a fucking exhibitionist lying slut.
She would send me pictures saying “I’ve never done anything like this before, I can’t believe I sent you that!”
Yet right fucking there “I’ve seen the tatas”
I’d never have wanted to know this bitch if I’d seen this side of her first.
The worst thing is, back in August 2014, just after she started work, just after her spinal surgery, just after she started to get her life back… There was a this posted in that group.. “If you were cheating on your SO, you can tell me. I won’t judge.”
So, while I was sending her money, sorting out my visa, my passport, tying up loose ends here so that I could move there to marry her, take her away from the pain she was living in, be that husband to her and help her take care of her boys, to give my life for her…
She had no fucking intention at all of ever even going through with it. Now she tells me she just didn’t have the heart to tell me. Someone who cares would not flirt like a slut in groups that are created SOLELY for that purpose. And not only does she slut around in them, she abuses people based on their appearance. Making fun of people with 5-heads and so on. yet in another group, she gets all butthurt when someone body shames people. She’s a two faced lying cunt..
To know her as I thought I did, to see this is disgusting. Not even I lower myself to attack people based on their appearance. She really comes from the gutter.
In the process of me losing my mind, she also turned everyone against me. In the group we were in, that I left on my own volition, she took it upon herself to tell her side of the story. After forcing me to remain a secret all that time. To protect her, you know, in case the guy she was lying to found out. She made me some evil monster, and suddenly everyone was de-friending me. No reasons, no words.. just one after the other.. They lapped up her sob story and didn’t even ask me a thing. Wrapped around her narcissistic little damn finger.
She warned me right at the start that she was trailer trash, and a mental case. I didn’t believe it. The person she pretends to be is too nice. The person she really is, is a disgusting succubus. And It is intolerable that she walks away unscathed while I am left to not only pick up the pieces of my life, but start all over with a broken heart.
She took my life, like a play thing, toyed with my heart, broke it, realised she was now bored and wanted to play with her facebook cunt friends. Mommy Wars. Drop that Rebel Bass, You still Can’t Sit Here.. blah blah blah.. and more and more.. each week she friends new scumbags, joins new groups.
Pretty impressive for someone who is always so exhausted. So tired. In so much pain.
Someone who tells me that she is deadly afraid of being caught with Pot, because it might cause problems when she leaves that prick she is living with, in terms of custody.. Yet goes and gets pulled over, with weed on her, and then tells me “Nah it’s nothing. I smoke weed with the boss in the car park all the time.”.. Her mind is a mess.
All along, every lie she told me. All the times she told me how many guys she fucked, how she’d hit on guys in bars for free drinks, and I thought the past is the past.. She wants me now, that is all that matters.
What a fucking dumb fool I am. I was willing to cross an ocean for her. She wasn’t even willing to speak the truth, not fucking once.
She was doing this to me the entire time….
She admits to sucking cock, fucking guys and never speaking to them again, purposely going out of her way to hurt someone, cheating and not feeling guilty..
Ohhh.. that one is a ripper. Because the first thing I said to her when I realised all of this was going south, was a little tale about how she used a guy years ago, who she was going to marry, but within the space of 2 weeks while he was at boot camp, her blog started to change “I just don’t feel the same yano? and I don’t think I should feel bad because I’ve done nothing wrong.”
One after the other, she strings guys along. The only reason she is with the latest sucker even now, is her spine needed surgery and she has 2 kids with him. She certainly has no emotions. She is a selfish fucking whore.
Karma will get her back. Karma and the caravan of life.
Fuck you Lyncore….